My life has taken a turn on the merry go round and landed at the other side. I have come so far beyond what I was writing about two, three, four years ago, I haven't quite found my new voice. But, I miss this. And after reading My sister's hilarious blog and ass-dissapearingly funny old blog, I am inspired.
To give a brief synopsis of the last two years, some of which will be review: I had a baby boy. Gained a lot of weight. Lost it all. Had a baby girl. Gained a lot of weight. Working on losing it, figuring out who I am and keeping ahead of the huge tidal wave of tedious tasks that make up my life.
I can no longer say I have "Two under two" Because my baby boy just crossed that milestone. But, I can say that life with a toddler and an infant is MORE. More joy, more insanity, more noise, more diapers, more exasperation, more frustration, more love, more laundry, MORE MORE MORE!! The highest highs and the lowest lows. And everything has changed.
I'm sure the old fans of this blog have long moved on, which may be a good thing. I am starting over. I birthed two babies (in a matter of speaking...two unplanned cesareans and two unsuccessful natural births will be a topic for another day...) and in the process re-birthed myself. This blog, whether anyone reads it or not will be part of the process of discovery for me. This turn on the merry go round has happened so fast, I haven't taken much time to examine it. Now its time for me to pick myself up off the ground, dust of the sand, take a deep breath and figure out where in the hell I landed!
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